I stop working on my doc, and go get some chips.
“It’s 12 p.m. Maybe I should go to bed,” I thought.
I lay down, and go to bed.
I wake up, and take a shower.
“Maybe I should end this story now. I might want to move onto Midnight and Venus’s story…” through, “Their diaries would be more exciting..”
“Kathleen, get up! One of your friends is here!” my mom exclaimed.
“Okay, tell them to give me a minute!” I exclaimed as I hopped out of the shower, and into new clothes. I ran to the front door, and opened it.
“Tamei! You’re here!” I exclaimed as I hugged him.
“Yeah, I just got back from my trip to Japan,” Tamei said.
I close the door, and said, “I’m still a little jelous.You don’t even know how to speak Japanese, and still got to go.”
“Heh.. I have relative there still. It doesn’t matter if I don’t speak their language. They know English,” Tamei said.
“I know that, most people in Japan speak English..but still I have to be jealous..”
“Well, It’s been a year since we’ve talked like this. Let’s go to the park, and talk,” Tamei said as we walked over to the park, right beside my house.
“It seems that you went to school there?” I asked.
“Yes, it was a little confusing because their economy is different from ours,” Tamei said as we sat down on the bench.
“Yeah I would guess so. 1,000 yen is about 9 dollars,” I said.
“Yeah, why is it 9 dollars? Why could it not be 10 dollars?” Tamei asked himself.
“Tai.. I missed you,” I said as I hugged him.
“Umm… Kan (My nickname) there is something I must confess..” Tamei said as he started to blush.
“What is it, Tai?” I asked.
“Well.. On my trip there.. I thought I should tell you something before I lost you.. I-I… I’ve had a crush on you since we first met!” Tamei said.
“C-Crush?” I asked as I blushed.
“Yes, I’ve likes you for a really long time Kan..”
“Um.. I do like you too..but I never knew you had feelings like that.. I do want to be with you thought,” I said with a smile.
“Ken..” Tamei said as leaned in closer to me.
“Tai..” I whispered as Tamei kissed me.
“I want to stay with you.. Zutai..” Tamei said.
“Zutai.. Of course I would like to stay with you forever..” I said.
“Kan, can we make it official.. I know we only been life this for a coup-” Tamei said as I put my finger on his mouth,
“Of course..” I said as I took my finger of his mouth.
“Then what about we go on one now,” Tamei said.
“Well it seems the ship KenTai has come try,” Kavasnia said as she closed the gate behind her.
“Kavasnia!” I exclaimed.
“You never expected to see me here,” Kavasnia said.
“Of course, Kavasnia,” said Tamei.
“I came here to talk to Kathleen,” Kavasnia told us.
“Why?” I asked.
“About what you told Izzy, and Amaya.. The death..” Kavasnia said.
“Death?” asked Tamei.
“Ray threatened to kill me.. Nobody believes me when I say it thought..” I said.
“Ray, is your innerself, Kan.. Are you sure that you did not threaten yourself?” asked Tamei.
“Tai.. I’m sure, I would not threaten to kill myself. Even though it’s close to Suicide, I don’t think I’m ready to die. That’s why I have committed Suicide yet..” I said while smiling.
“Suicide?” asked Tamei.
“Kath has been in a depression for a really long time.. She wants to get out of it, but she doesn’t want to kill herself yet,” Kavasnia said.
“Ken.. Why did you not tell me?” asked Tamei.
“.. I did not want you to feel bad for me.. Just when we got together..” I said while I looked down.
“We both talked for a while about life.. She told me about us maybe being in a depression… She took a test for both of us.. I have a low depression rate, and she has a high depression rate..” Kavasnia told Tamei.
“Depression..” Tamei said.
“Before I met Kavasnia, you, Izzy, Mikayla, and Amaya… 2 years I had no friends.. Even though I had Lexi, we barely even talked. I only went to school, so I could feel alive. At home I just wished I never even was born.. That also why I started to write.. So I could have more friends, even if they were fake… The reason Ray existed is because I wanted to find a way be to happy..” I whispered.
“Kan..” Tamei whispered as he held me, “No need to worry..”
“Tai…” I whispered.
“We will always be here, Kathleen,” Kavasnia said as she brushed through my hair.
“Sometimes I wish I could get over this depression, and actually be happy with humanity.. But that seems it will never happen..” I whispered.
“Kath..” Kavasnia whispered.
“Kan..” whispered Tamei.
“I need to go home.. I’ll see you tomorrow at the bake sale,” I said as I walked home.
I climbed into my bed, and opened my computer. I continued to write.